staircase of the triple letter

the process of loving the version of yourself meant to experience the world. the part of us the world deserves to know, that we deserve to know. born in a gender that feels as a trap.   a trap holding us back, riddled with fears of what if. fears of a journey that is purely unknown, doesn’t have definite answers. aside from one, Happiness. self love is the crucial step to true happiness in a life assigned to us. don’t fail yourself as society has failed us years and years over again.  hold the fault where it’s due, not in a position of hoping things will change. change them within the journey, journey of a transition worthy of self acceptance.  -Triple Letter  -

day by day i make progress but it cycles around like that of a clock, the sadness slowly settles in. gets comfy where it always has, within my mind. laying a blanket on the thoughts of success, the thoughts of escaping such a darkness. comfortability is a requirement of the mentally ill, acceptance that you will always perceive differently. it’s not inhumane, it doesn’t separate us from the rest of the population. to be mentally ill is to be open minded. allowing yourself to repeat the cycle of emotion day by day. picking yourself up, hope that things change one day. time fades away as steps are made, keep cycling. life cycle is the trap of all traps, we have zero control of this cycle. although to master it is to master your life, control your happiness. build the legacy you crave.   - Triple Letter -