Writer's Block

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effortlessly, writing came to me, that of a routine I've always understood. until a little over seven months ago, I came to crossroads in my journey of life. a crossroads riddled with a roller coaster like I'd never actively choose too ride. a path I would look down and turn around. alas you cannot split custody with your demons. sit down, buckle up, and prepare for the ride. 

a block that was nearing a worrisome point. will I beat it? find the imaginative, make a difference author releasing the wisdom of observation. merely a point of view in the spectacles of the... Triple Letter. no better than another, just sharing with intent. heartbreak during such a transitional phase of my life was a curveball I wasn't prepared for but signed up for when making the decision I did. not to walk away from a commitment I didn't want to keep, to walk away from something that would've heavily influenced who I was and the person I am today. lacking things I fought to keep through all the journeys and hold dear to my heart today. Thinking of those times often, nearly every step of the way. all the butterfly moments.. sigh.. day by day the cocoons lifted and the man beneath blossomed. everything we talked about together happening around me, for me. 

this post is to answer that yes the block seems to lighten daily as I navigate the adventures of acceptance and self awareness. I have felt truly over analytic of myself, my actions. almost too aware, suffocating somedays. lately regulating the over analytic thoughts and applying it too that of self mining. deep rooted things shoved aside for years, now being brought to the surface for the sake of self acceptance and love. a suffocation I have found peace within.  

make a difference. imprint lives. change the world, we need it. inspire others by being willing to do it. hold yourself to that of the standard you expect from others if not better. do not tolerate what you would not tolerate from yourself. be coachable not mailable. lead with love, learn from love.  love first think later. 

speak with volume, observe with such intent. to brighten that of the present, take the time to invest in the things you say to yourself and those around you. state the value and move with the volume. 


- Triple Letter -

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